[...She had one friend. One that she considered an actual friend, anyway- what would she say?
And... well, she agrees that an existence like that is rather pathetic. She was taught that. But no! She can't just... say her existence is pathetic! What the fuck? And also... since when was her existence sad, she died because she tried to be nicer didn't she? And...
But...
She wants to be more like her big sis, like her father, leave behind her mother's big ego and grandma's cooing and all that familial expectations but she's dead but she's strong and can't trust people but-
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And... well, she agrees that an existence like that is rather pathetic. She was taught that. But no! She can't just... say her existence is pathetic! What the fuck? And also... since when was her existence sad, she died because she tried to be nicer didn't she? And...
But...
She wants to be more like her big sis, like her father, leave behind her mother's big ego and grandma's cooing and all that familial expectations but she's dead but she's strong and can't trust people but-
Ah, fuck.]